God, I really should go back to freshens, but it's just fallen apart at this point I think and I'm going to ignore it like the lazy ass I am. And these are seriously all the icons I've made in the past six months or so, wtf. Credit setsuntamew please.

ICONS.
x5 Kingdom Hearts
x9 Yu-Gi-Oh!



( icons icons icons for everyone )

Reasons Killian should not stay up this late:
-I get silly
-Everything distracts me
-Reading really bad Akuroku fanfics seems like a good idea
-I come up with really odd fanfic ideas

The first two happen often, but tonight I was like OH. AKUROKU. I want to read you. I want a really good post-KH2 Akuroku fic. I have a couple ideas in my head but they would be epic and long and just...I don't have time to write all that.

So, I searched FF.net for Axel & Roxas in Adventure, just to see what I'd get.

Pages of drivel and suck and just...what. There was a "next life" fic where they were at Hogwarts >_< And then there was Axel's sister who "has the hots" for Roxas while apparently Axel is off screwing Larxene. Just...what.

However, one was like ROXAS GOES ON AN ADVENTURE TO FIGHT A DRAGON. And somehow finds Axel along the way. Somehow this, after months of me not writing, has inspired me...

Roxas is the prince who is going off to slay the dragon and rescue the princess. Simple, right? This doesn't go quite the way he planned. The dragon happens to turn into a ridiculously attractive redhead- Axel.

And Marluxia is the princess...but is not a wimp, okay? I'm not turning Marluxia into a fandom cliche. I've seen that enough D: He may have pink hair and fight with flowers, but damn if he isn't frighteningly powerful. And masculine, actually.

But yeah, this is what goes on in my head. I'm going to go outline this now...I'm thinking long one shot, maybe two parts. But nothing epic because I have ENOUGH epic fics planned in my head, seriously.

FINISHED SORA'S SIDE. oh snap. Now for a recap~

( cut for holy crap length )

AHAHAHA I wrote fanfic. BASED ON PSYCHOLOGY NOTES, I am not even kidding you. It's like...I need to go get out of college because all it's doing is fueling my love of fandom shit. Anyway. I shall link to ff.net, since I are cool like that.

Title: Triskaidekaphobia
Pairing: Axel/Roxas
Rating: T
Summary: In which Roxas fears the number thirteen and Axel makes it his goal to solve that problem.

link to ff.net

Blargah. I hate my internet service D: I haven't had internet for the past two days...and it's still only slightly working D: Verizon said it should be fixed within a few more days, but AGH. AGH. I hate Verizon, I've had nothing but troubles from them (with the internet AND my cell phone) but my mother insists on them, for some reason.

Anyway! It's been awhile D: Before the internet death, I was just super busy working. GameStop = crazy during the holidays. I worked 23 hours last week O_O That's crazy, I've never had a job like this before~ But I love it, so it's good.

Christmas was pretty good. I got a $50 gift card for eBay and some other small things. The gift card was the best :3 I spent it on Axel and Roxas figures. I'll finally have the complete set :D And then last night I spent the last of it a pretty corset top thing (I had to spend some of my own money on that, as well). My aunt got my PotC3, which made me SO HAPPY. I love that movie and the memories that go with it ♥

I saw Patti on Friday, which was awesome. It was a spur of the moment thing, which made it even better. I hadn't expected to see her until new years' eve, so it was a lovely surprise. We watched some movies (Sleepy Hollow and the first half of the Fellowship of the Ring) and ordered Chinese. It was just, oh, amazing. I love being with her. And movies are awesome, we get to cuddle and such :D

Then new years' eve was awesome as well. We went out for lunch and then saw Sweeney Todd. My gosh, I fucking love that movie now. I've been listening to the music almost nonstop since then. It's so sad and just so, so good. After the movie, we went to Barnes & Noble until my parents could pick us up.

We went back to my house and watched The Corpse Bride. My dad randomly has all these DVDs (like, 50 of them) and I didn't know this until this past weekend. wtf. Anyway, after that my parents and brother decided to go to a party at their friend's house, leaving the house to us. We finished watching FotR and talked until about 5 minutes before midnight, at which point my parents came back.

So, then we watched the ball drop and drank champagne. And kissed at midnight ♥ I never thought I'd have anyone to be with and now I have her, and it is just so, so wonderful. I am so happy all the time :D

Tomorrow I'm getting my hair cut at a nice salon as one of my birthday presents. Oh, yes, my birthday is in less than a week! I'll be 18 on the 8th :D I'm so excited! Patti's coming over on Saturday and my mom's making a nice dinner. Usually we go out somewhere, but we can't afford it this year. Ah, well. It'll still be nice, my mother is an amazing cook.

Mmmkay, so that's all for now :D I hope I get my internet fixed soon >_>

Since I have finally gotten around to making my journal only slightly friends only, I must now include these drabbles. I wrote them when I should have been working on NaNoWriMo, haha.

Title: Hips and Hearts
Rating: PG/PG-13-ish
Spoilers: None, really
Summary: Takes place during Roxas in Twilight Town, probably the 1st or 2nd day? Before Roxas meets up with Axel, at least. Roxas has been having dreams, and they're not all about Sora.

( Hips and Hearts )

Title: We Promised
Rating: G/PG
Spoilers: Only for the first six days, I guess
Summary: A moment of happiness, because they seem to get it so rarely.

( We Promised )

Feedback is niiiice.

I'd edit the last post but I'm too lazy, haha. So this is a post of things I've learned whilst playing as Roxas.

Roxas doesn't tap open treasure chests, he bitches them open
He walks differently than Sora
He carries his keyblade differently than Sora (none of that resting it on the shoulders crap)
Even when confused, Roxas is still a little bitch
You know that awesome looking recovery move? Yeah, he does that differently than Sora as well
During the final Axel fight, Roxas pins him on the ground with Clear Light (I'm fairly certain that's what it's called)- HELLO THEY'RE ALWAYS PINNING EACH OTHER DOWN!
In that same fight, if you hit Square, Roxas doesn't guard. Instead, he does some kickass fighting move.
Roxas is different than Sora

On the subject of the last one...I think that while Roxas is Sora's Nobody, that doesn't mean that they have to be similar. Especially when you consider that Roxas retained none of Sora's memories and had about a year to make himself his own person. Which he did.

And that is why there should be a way for Nobodies to get their hearts back without having to merge with their Other.

*fangirls some more*

Oh my, I am like...certifiably (hell if I spelled that right) insane. bwahahaha. I'm home playing KH2 and I'd just like to say that everything is amusing the fuck out of me. I don't think it helps that it's the last day as Roxas so there's no bg music and I'm like...ehehehehe HE MAKES NOISES!

I make Roxas walk...EVERYWHERE. Running sounds loud, so he has to just walk. And then I accidentally leaned on the controller...oh my. Roxas was walking in a circle for like ten minutes straight because I couldn't stop laughing.

He's also had to jump like whoa because it amuses me. ah, I need to stop. But it's just too much fun! I'm sure my cats think I'm high XD XD XD