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23rd-Dec-2018 03:17 pm - semi-friends only
setsuntamew: art of Kohaku from [Innocent STORM], smiling happily, with light textures and illegible tiny text to the left of his face (Default)


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proper intro coming soon sorry
setsuntamew: (Raika → neon neon neon!!!!!!)

all 5 copies, babeeeeeeeeey!!!!!!!!

I may have burnt out trying to get multiple copies on JP, but that's what auto is for in ENG~ I'm so excited to have him!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even if I once again failed to get T69 in an event...I was off by 1, just like Spring Night ;w;


yes I dug out my ranking screen from two years ago and yes I'm still salty about it...so close!!!!

....I swear I have other things going on in my life but sometimes a lot of that is just SCREAM ABOUT ENSTARS so that's what I'm here to do~ Especially with the anniversary about to hit OwO

SPEAKING OF THAT. I was mostly excited for the 11th anniversary stream in JP (happening on Sunday morning!!), but we got details about the 10th anniversary for the CN/KR/TW servers, and....we're getting extra stuff????????????? They're releasing cards with global exclusive art + MV outfits on top of all the sphere coordinate stuff for?????? idk why but I'm not complaining!!!! The art does not follow the ~standard~ style and it's kinda obvious they used multiple artists...but it's kinda charming in a way?


some of the units did get hit hard with the shota beam, lmao

At first, someone in one of the discord chats I'm in was saying that global is getting these outfits instead of the sphere coordinate ones, but they just couldn't fucking read. Liz found the details on the KR twitter and it's like....they use the sphere coordinate coins in the images for the anniversary announcements???? So we're definitely getting them~

..................shame ENG is so far behind that we're only on the 8th anniversary ;w; GOOD THING I PLAY IN CN SO I CAN EXPERIENCE THE NEW THINGS EARLY!!!!

4piece starts in ENG tomorrow, though, which is super exciting!!!!!! Still feels unreal that we've not just caught up to where I started in JP but surpassed it......not bad!! Just wild :0 I'm super excited to max Leo in Lumos's honor ♥ How else am I supposed to memorialize my cat if not to max her oshi's event card? It's what she would have wanted.

Though I'm a bit burnt out on tours, ngl. We had two in a row before Ringing evil phone and then in JP there was just the year end tour, which was draining...

OH. RIGHT.


in keeping with year end tour traditions in JP, I got two copies each of Subaru and Hiiro!!!!!!!!!! three years in a row now~

I wasn't originally gonna go for two copies, but then I solo'd a third copy of Niki, and I figured that with a 130% event bonus I could go for it XD Seriously, his BMU banner was so kind to me...I solo'd two copies of Niki + a second copy of Sena's most recent theme scout. So I guess Niki is trying to redeem himself after I failed to get either his M∀N∀ shuffle card or cross scout...we'll see if I forgive him XD

In non-enstars news, I was slightly late to renew my personal domain name and now it's not working right :T I'm hoping there's just a slight delay for the nameservers to refresh, but I swear to fuck I've had so many weird website issues this year...like okay, this was on me for being late with payment, but usually it comes right back online????? idk man. plz don't make me deal with getting things fixed in complicated ways again...

OH MY GOD HOW COULD I FORGET???? RAIKA IS THE NEXT BRIGHT ME UP SCOUT BOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and he's so fucking precious I'm gonna throw up he's adorable

I have enough dia to scout for him a bunch of times tonight - since I ended up spending not very much on the event due to all my rate up bonus - and thanks to the way JP does scouting now, I have nearly enough coins saved up to spark him!!!! SO RAIKA IS COMING HOME ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!! MY PRECIOUS DUMB BIRD SON ♥

Oh!!!!! And speaking of Raika, behold:


100% Raika completion!!!!!

I didn't quite max his fans yet so I can keep dragging him around for work, since I also wanna get his office stats up as much as possible. I'm just so excited he's finally here in eng *w*

Less(?) exciting: I got two copies of Kaoru's cross scout and 0 of Yuzuru's ;w; Plus very shitty 4* scouting, so my event rate up is only 60% for VS. Princess. I'm debating scouting a couple more times for me, but I was trying to max at least one of the members of Eden from their TRIP album box D: Since KEEP OUT is hands down my favorite enstars song (and one of my favorite songs in general, ngl), I wanted their cards....even if I think the outfit is questionable.

I'm blaming Hiyori for the stupid butt ruffle

BUT WHATEVER. It means that my fave song is now finally in the ENG server, and that's good enough for me~

.......sorry that my posts are so image heavy; I take too many screenshots in enstars XD I just have a lot of joy about my dumb phone game, okay? But I really should make something for lunch, cuz I feel grumpy :T
17th-Apr-2026 12:46 am - Ringing evil phone Still Slaps~
setsuntamew: (Natsume → ringing evil grunge)
Here's my semi-weekly entry of enstars shit I've done....

RINGING EVIL PHONE IS HERE IN ENG AND IT'S BEEN INCREDIBLE. I PROBABLY HAVE OTHER THINGS TO UPDATE ON BUT I'VE LOVED THIS SONG SINCE IT PREMIERED DURING THE 9TH ANNIVERSARY STREAM AND I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY IT'S HERE!!!! I first squeed about it during my brief but excited 9th anni stream post and then I did the deranged thing of saving the 500 login whistles screenshot of CN for 1.5 years just to see if ENG also got 500 whistles.

AND WE DID!!!!!!!!!!


told y'all I held onto the CN login page XD

Anyway, I got Natsume number four yesterday, so just one more to max!!!!!! I remember being sad that I wasn't able to get more than one copy in JP or CN, so I'm more than making up for it~ I got really lucky with the gacha and got two copies of Hokuto, so I have the whole shuffle and 110% rate up~

The story is even better than I remember....largely cuz I think I read the first half when it released and forgot to go back to read the second half D: So now that I've read it in English, it's even funnier~ Ms. Akuma being the mangaka's name made me cackle out loud XD

OH GOD WAIT, OTHER EXCITING THINGS HAPPENED IN ENGSTARS THIS PAST WEEK!!!!!!!! The new face kiddos (Esu, Ibuki, Kanna, Yume, and Raika) are finally here, which is so fucking wild.....still feels like they just got revealed recently but it's been two years now :0 And the merge game is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY FAVORITE GLOBALSTARS EXPERIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

still kicking myself for not maxing HiMERU the first year ngl

BUT!! This year's was a complete surprise, since Liz and I both thought it'd be someone without a global exclusive card....but nope!!! It's Ritsu, who already has one~ And the first scout box 5* is Makoto, who also already has one (though his was a promo one for a collab, so that makes more sense). This year's theme is a breath of fresh air, since last year's felt like a less good version of the year before...


NOT THIS TIME, THOUGH!!! this time the merge is computer and video game themed!!!! I love it *w*

Usually Ritsu and I have beef because he betrays me in the gacha but this theming is soooooo good. His card is super cute + I love the outfit, and I actually managed to get Makoto in CN!!!! I didn't go for him in ENG cuz I'm saving all my resources for Ringing evil phone, so I'm glad I got him somewhere. I'm aiming to max him in both ENG and CN, but we'll see...ENG is my priority for sure!!!! Though the second half is delayed in ENG cuz of our server anniversary, so there's less chance of burning out on merging like what happened last year.

In JP enstars news, I had some great gacha luck and solo'd a second copy of Niki's BMU card!!!! So I'm set for the big year end tour event- STREAM EX: ONLY YOUR STARS!. I have mixed feelings about the song, since it's a different version of a song we already had (much like the tour back in February), but.......the ability to make your otp do a duet at the end is unmatched.


they can never take Double Face from me ;w;


also there's a really cool mini campaign thing with stars and constellations and I'm gay I love them so much ♥

Anyway. That's it for enstars news (for now) because....I have a job interview next week!!!!!! The adult store company I worked for is finally hiring at one of their remaining Baltimore locations, and the district manager promised that anyone who'd been laid off from the closed store could be rehired if there were available positions. It's sadly part time instead of full time, but part time is still better than nothing at all. So I just have to interview and I should be good to go *w*

They can't keep from the dildos forever~

uhhhhhhhhh

oh my god it's gotten so hot I'm fuckin dyin D:

OH RIGHT. We rearranged our bedroom some and I'm loving it but I'm tired of writing this entry, so I'll try to take some pics and update y'all on my refreshed living space soon!!!
setsuntamew: Tsukasa in profile with the text "heavy is the crown" above and to the right of him (Tsukasa → heavy is the crown)
I've been in the ~zone~ with grinding because I wanted to get Tsukasa in time for his birthday in JP, and I did. I actually got him last night, so I had to wait until this morning to unlock him :T BUT!!!! I did!!! So now I get to coast through the last few days of the event and hopefully pick up a few MV crystals along the way.

anyway this is image heavy cuz it's a lot of gameplay screencaps sorry XD


ta-da!!!! second Tsukasa center event I've played on JP now~!


aaaaaaand I got Leo up to rank B during it!!! I took full advantage of double fans for Knights to work on some of his cards ♥


I solo'd Nozomi from the MELLOW DEAR US CD art banner, which was well timed...since I was running out of room for fans on cards of his already..........


so with that, I was able to finish up him and Mashu for the 10k fans campaign!!!! 100 plays for each of them......I've played a lot of enstars in the past month I guess XD I'm almost done with Juis and Chitose, too!

As a sidebar to accomplishments, can I just say how surprised I am that MATRIX is so popular on the ENG server???? The reaction online when it ran in JP was just so incredibly negative that I expected it to be less so. Like, I have over 8 mil points and I’m not even close to the top 200, which is much closer to...idk, how Altered was last year? I’m not upset - I actually liked MATRIX, lmao - I’m just pleasantly surprised, I guess.

So maybe now I can finally say that I enjoyed it without be crucified XD I guess, as always, internet culture is fickle and the few loudest people are assumed to be the majority.

ANYWAY. On that note, onto ENG server wins!!!


hi Hiiro #2 that I still haven't worked on because I'm out of large blue pieces...I did work on Rinne #2 cuz he still gets pulled for some of my JP lineups. so I'm honestly quite excited to have him in ENG~


idk why this specific song is so hard, but Love's Primavera was the society song last night and I finally got a full combo on Expert :T

Overall, a good enstars weekend~ We've been working on cleaning up the computer room some as well, but it's still in progress...pics later probably! It's at a state I could write in easily, but I haven't yet...despite---

OH MY GOD WAIT I THINK I FORGOT TO SHARE THAT I FINISHED AND PUBLISHED A FIC LAST WEEK!!!!!!!!!! I was inspired at 5:30 am to the point that I couldn't sleep, so I got out of bed and wrote like a man possessed. I managed to write something I was actually proud of for the first time in a bit, too ;w;

It's kohamada and angsty because, idk man, that's my bread and butter XD BUT IT'S GOOD!!!!!!!!!!! Everyone read my fanfic~

Title: a scarred heart
Series: Ensemble Stars!
Characters: Kohaku/Madara
Rating: Teen
Word count: 1550
Tags: introspection, lightly experimental, drabble
Summary:
If every time he loves, it falls apart eventually, and he’s left staring at the raw wound that refuses to truly heal. It scars and it scars and it’s still there, the heartbreak of a lifetime.

Or—

Charitably, the love of a lifetime.

.........this is a really long entry about a bunch of shit, sorry not sorry y'all~ Here's my contribution to this week's MegaPhoto Battle as a reward:

hehe it's the sex number
31st-Mar-2026 01:32 am - *SLAMS OPEN DREAMWIDTH*
setsuntamew: (Shinobu & Mayoi → our time / our night)
FINALLY, APRIL FOOLS RETURNS TO ENSTARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IT LOOKS FUCKING INCREDIBLE FROM JUST THE TEASER!!!!


Nozomi, Mayoi, and Kanata??? HELLO!!!!!!

So, I'm fucking pumped. I was so caught up in the joy on April Fools returning this year, I forgot to think about who could potentially be in it. But holy shit I wouldn't have guessed this lineup!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Even just the teaser looks so good; I can't wait!!! Thankfully, it's in JP, so I'll only be waiting about 9.5 hours at this point....just enough time to play the Knights event and get some sleep~

.....also I originally said I was only gonna get one copy each of Hiiro and Rinne from Matrix in ENG, but I wanted to max Mayoi's 4*, sooooo...two copies......just like in JP...........oops?

OH ALSO!!!! I got the last memorial coins I needed to get two more copies of Madara's initial Double Face card, netting me the SCR room outfit ♥


they look so good together *w* I really like this SCR of his!!!

Uhhhhhhh in other news I got both 5* rate up cards for the Knights fanthanx, so shout out Niki and Tori for your support???? They're also both super cute cards, so I'm not complaining :D Niki usually hates me in the gacha, ngl, so I was extra surprised to see him.

.....I wish I had more money this week; the silhouettes alone are making me and Liz wanna cosplay Mayoi and Kanata :T WHY MUST EVERYTHING COST SO MUCH!!!!!!
28th-Mar-2026 03:44 pm - Trigun, WHY
setsuntamew: (Legato & Knives → exhausted)
Hi, sorry, I've been lost to the Pokopia dimension XD Real talk, I've been unable to put it down, and I only managed to get through the JP enstars event through sheer force of desire to have New Characters.

so yeah that was cool but pokemon is my life now XD

ALSO OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD I can't get too into it because I'm already zested, but the end of Trigun Stargaze? Way to shit on everything Stampede built up...and like, I didn't even like Stampede that much compared to 98 and the manga. And yet this was worse! It was so much worse that I it's been hours and I'm still enraged + baffled at the choices.

ughhhhhhhhh

I'm gonna paraphrase some of Liz's thoughts because they made really good ones and my brain is mush from frustration. But like. Stargaze has a lot of the same problems Stampede had with pacing and tone, but magnified to such an extreme that I can't take it seriously. I was honestly trying to give it a chance because so many people were hating on it + it took me awhile to get on board with Stampede, but yikes. This is...not a good anime. So much of it felt like "hey you know that scene from trimax that you loved? we recreated it without any understanding of what made it good or impactful!!! that's what you wanted, right?????"

And so then the final episode was all of that and more. There was a mostly mediocre, uninspired space battle + Vash and Knives fighting, and like okay. I know Trigun is DEEP SPACE PLANET FUTURE GUN ACTION but it's not all just......firing lasers in space, you know? I hate space lasers but Trigun made me love the setting, and Stargaze absolutely didn't. There was no Chronica and Domina - which I predicted, but I'm still disappointed - and we did the stupid fucking "pan over every named character to see what they're doing during the Big Fight™ as a way to pretend they're still important to the action" that I haaaaaaaaate.

ALSO. I'M SORRY. Vash would not try to coerce Knives into dying with him/committing suicide together. Like??????????? THAT'S NOT VASH THE STAMPEDE!!!! That's something Knives would pull, yeah, but it just felt sooooooo OOC in a way to seem ~edgy~ or something, idk. But I guess since Knives died to save Vash, it's "fine" and he's "redeemed" or whatever because he was sad about it, weh weh. GIMME A BREAK.

Don't even get me started on how they did Legato dirty. His death was had no fucking weight because they never did anything to build him up into a threat!!!!! He basically never became more than Knives's thirstiest follower, and that's an insult to his character. He's got more depth and yeah, he's a terrible person, but Stargaze pretty much made him into a generic anime villain who's just evil and gay coded. Thanks. That's totally all there is to Legato.

So, yeah, Knives's death was just. Shrugs. It didn't feel like anything. And that's kinda how most of Stargaze felt!!! And like they just couldn't properly decide what they were doing, so it just.....didn't matter? Are doing an everyone lives AU? Not for long! We can't actually save everyone, we better kill off the """irredeemable""" ones!! And we can't do anything with the ones we let live, especially Wolfwood, so they can just....stand around, I guess? You like that, right?

NO. I DON'T LIKE THAT AT ALL, STUDIO ORANGE. How could you do this to me ;w;

Oh but of course we have to find a way to shoehorn in the ending of Trimax, even though we'd been in the middle of a tonally different conversation. Tonal whiplash is the best way to tell a story, you know! And then we've got the final shot of Vash doing his signature ✌🏻 with the crossed fingers cuz we gotta check all the boxes!!! This is how you make Trigun Good, right?

I also hate that basically everyone but a select few scientists are leaving Nomans Land??? Like....okay yeah it wasn't great there, but it feels like it's missing the theme of human determination and making something beautiful out of a less than ideal situation. Just another example of Stargaze missing the mark!!!!!!!

okay. okay. I gotta stop because I have to eat lunch and get some writing done I was just so upset I had to write it out.

I really thought this entry would be shorter oops

ON A FINAL, GOOD NOTE, TODAY MARKS THE FIRST DAY OF MATRIX IN ENGSTARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was one of the few people who really liked it and I remember posting about it as it was coming out...an early liveblog of enstars ;w; Very nostalgic, very good. I'm looking forward to reading it properly now that it's out on the ENG server~

And I'm finally gonna try to type of the popstar Knives AU I wrote in.....2023.......................


sittin' at my desk and everything!!!!
13th-Mar-2026 01:52 pm - HE'S HERE!!!!
setsuntamew: (Lan juniors → yayy!!)
Okay, Mama took more, buuuuuuuuuuuuut I did drag his ass home!!!!!


and I am not complaining about the bonus fs2 Jun!!

Um, I don't have a lot else to talk about because I've just been in 24/7 Pokopia cycle...I definitely feel like it was worth buying a Switch 2 for and, as much as I hate to suggest dropping that much money on something, I highly recommend it. I finished that "story" of it and cried at the end, so like. idk. I don't have smart words right now because I'm hungry ;w;

I also took a bunch of screenshots while playing, because it's soooooooo fuckin cute and I wanna make icons of everything *w* But there's also sooooo much to do that I get overwhelmed, so I'm thinking of sitting down and making a Plan for each area instead of just running wild. I wanna make some nice towns!!!


ohhh my god right I named the area you can customize Double Face, because I'm weak

okay okay I'm starving I have to go feed myself
11th-Mar-2026 04:25 pm - HELLO???????????????????
setsuntamew: (Kohaku & Madara → we're in bloom)
MADARA MIKEJIMA WHEN I GET YOU-----


rough translation: "Today marks my last post as MaM...but it looks like I'll be making another appearance soon, so please look forward to it!"

What. WHAT. WHAT ELSE COULD THIS MEAN???? Like I know I'm setting myself up for disappointment, but that sounds like vague teasing Double Face reunion.............

I MEAN. THEY DIDN'T GET A FANTHANX. SOBS.

But like for real I'm gonna lose my mind waiting to see how this pays off. I can't even put it into words because I'm sooooooooo just *clenches fist* insane about these two. Clearly they don't have to be in a unit to spend time together (we now have two canonical trips they've taken together post-disbandment), but I really like Double Face's music. So I want more ;w;

Maybe we didn't get Sleeper Mystery Train or Secret of Metropolis added in the 2024-2025 cycle because they're saving them for when DF gets back together...that's the lie I'm telling myself, okay.

Also the quote retweets on that are just like.......soooooooo many Double FacePs crashing out and crying about it. Like. This isn't just me making shit up; we're all making shit up together.

lays on the floor

Anyway I found out about this because Liz called me from work to wake me up so I could be insane with them XD Which is so real ngl- sometimes you just gotta scream together. But this also means I've been going nuts since I woke up, and playing a bunch of Pokopia did not temper it. Instead, I've just been vibrating at a frequency that can shatter glass while trying to be chill.

......so Liz and I are gonna work on cosplay when they get home from work as a way to direct this madness XD If we really go hard, we could finish their first feature scouts in time for peak cherry blossom blooms in DC, and wouldn't that make for a nice photoshoot?? Or if nothing else we could take them to Sakura Matsuri :T Either way, I'd like to get them done, since we bought the fabric before Joanns went out of business (RIP).

OKAY OKAY OKAY I need to actually eat something today because I've just been going nuts about fictional anime boys all day XD Oops!
10th-Mar-2026 10:54 am - MaM Event: Done!!!!
setsuntamew: Madara with demon horns, cropped to only show the lower half of his face, with a subtly glowing background (Madara → dangerous demon)
The final rankings are in, and here's how it shook out for me:

Anyway, I'll be moving to Sea World with the rest of the whales, see y'all on the other side~

Seriously, nearly being in the top 100 in a JP event is insane. Like. Yeah, MaM isn't the most popular unit by any means, but still. I'm not gonna top this for awhile (largely because I cannot be spending this much money on enstars regularly lmao). Also Kohaku is much more popular, so even if I get as many points in whatever his next center is, I probably won't be as high ranked. So I will hold onto this proudly!!!!

Also, I'm up early because 1) I didn't sleep Sunday night so I made myself stay awake all of Monday so I could actually sleep at regular hour for once, and 2) big enstars announcement stream at 8 am. MELLOW DEAR US is finally being added in game as playable characters, after months of edging us~ I'm so pumped!!!!! I've been intrigued by them ever since they were teased in name only during VS★AUDIENCE nearly two years ago now, so it's exciting that it's all coming together~ Nice Arneb Thunder abandoned them to ES - which seems to be a pattern with him, sorry esupuri - and now they're gonna be part of RhythLin.

hopefully that goes better for them than all the other RhythLin units lmao

ANYWAY. The stream was very good, the new VAs seem to slot right in with enstars vibes already ngl, so it's probs gonna be good things moving forward. They're also the next JP event, which looks sick as hell aesthetically but why is Juis the center for it? He's the leader, so he's managing to debut with three 5 stars while everyone else gets one. Greedy XD I like him and his stupid green hair tho, so I'm not complaining....it's just funny. tbh from the vibes of the MV, Nozomi looks more central, but what do I know?

The other thing occupying my time and attention is the new Pokemon game.........I can't fucking put it down. Pokopia is so good; I just think it's unfair that it's Switch 2 exclusive. I wish Liz and Pat could play with me ;w; Everyone's been enjoying watching me play, but it's definitely the kind of game that's most fun when you can play it yourself. It's like if Animal Crossing and Minecraft had a baby, and the baby was full of Pokemon. Which is to say, addictive as hell.

.....after I finish this entry I'm gonna go play it some more XD My house in the beach area should be done being built!!! It's just really good, okay. It was absolutely worth spending a chunk of my severance pay on a Switch 2 as my birthday present to myself. It's a legitimately good system (better than I expected, ngl), and I just. Look. Pokemon is so good ;w;


OH AND I DID GET KOHAKU'S SECOND FEATURE SCOUT IN ENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He came home on the first 10 scout ;w; I was so worried that I wouldn't get him, cuz like....his and Madara's FS2s run the same week and I've had two years to save for it and then I blew all my savings on Madara's stupid global exclusive because I hate him. And then I spent $$$ on the JP event, also for Madara, also so he could ruin my life, which means I don't have a lot to spend on scouting right now. BUT KOHAKU LOVES ME. HE'S A GOOD BOY. I can only hope it goes as well when Madara's scout starts on Friday D: Fingers crossed!!!!!
6th-Mar-2026 01:00 am - White Day is Kind to Me
setsuntamew: Madara and Kohaku nui plushes, wearing bear kigus. Madara is on green fabric and Kohaku is on pink fabric (Kohaku & Madara → nuis on colors)
MaM event accomplishment the second: I got Madara and Kohaku to Rank A+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



lookit them go ;w;

I'm not trying to sound ~elitest~ or anything, but I do feel somewhat more accomplished when I rank idols up in JP, probably because of the lack of autoplay. All of that was manual, babeeeyyyyy!!!! And so I even though I have more fans for my faves in ENG & CN, it feels more ""real"" in JP in a sense.

or maybe that's just my wrists crying in pain lmao

OH AND ANOTHER THING!!!! Because I got them both to rank A+, I got a new title to use in my profile~ Since I wasn't playing in JP when the Double Face climax or TRIP album ran, I don't have any other DF titles ;w; but!!!! I'm excited to have the gold one now ♥


the rank A one is silver and it's like fine but gold is clearly superior

And in another year, I'll have gotten them to rank S, trust!!! Just.....55k more fans to go...............but I want the outfits + the rainbow title, so I must push onwards.

uhhhhhh what else? Alex is coming this weekend to play some more P5R, since she's only played vanilla. We're on the 3rd semester and it's just delicious, since she's somehow stayed spoiler-free??? Wild. And since I finished the MaM event so early, I can actually have a social life, lmao.
4th-Mar-2026 02:52 pm - ALL IS FORGIVEN
setsuntamew: (Kohaku & Madara →『TRIP』album)
I think I'm still too incoherently excited to post about the end of the MaM fanthanx event story but just know that it redeemed everything about this event like. just. I didn't think that was possible but I was WRONG and I'm so glad for it ;w;

KOHAKU SHOWED UP IN MADARA'S FUCKING BACKSTAGE DRESSING ROOM AND THEY PLANNED A TRIP AROUND TOKYO TOGETHER AND LOVE IS REAL AND I'M SOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay okay okay I'm normal I swear XD

Really I just wanted to post about potentially designing a new layout......I do love my current one and it was a lot of work to get it to play right with dreamwidth, but like...it's been over a year, I need change XD I wish Component wasn't a livejournal only experience, cuz some of my ideas may or may not be feasible with other layouts...or my skill level :T Either way, I don't even know who I'm gonna feature in it probably double face who am I kidding it's just been like...vague coding ideas........

ngl I wish LJ hadn't shit the bed entirely because I managed to score free paid time there and I would absolutely overhaul my layout there if I could actually, you know, crosspost my entries conveniently. I just don't think I have the dedication to post them all manually :T

tho maybe if I had a fancier layout I would

Also, Kohaku and Madara are soooooo close to rank A+ in JP!!!!


so close I can almost taste it!!!!!!!!

120k fans, here I come!!!! tbh I got them to rank A+ in CN a bit ago and they have more than enough fans in ENG for once it comes to that server, but it feels a lot more earning in JP, you know? I had to manually grind for every single on of those fans, and it's only taken me 2 years. Which like, okay, I guess that's a lot of time, but it's also a sign of my dedication ♥

I'm trying not to dread the climb to rank S....175k fans seems insurmountable, but so did 120k!!!!! I can do it!!!!!!! It's going faster now because 2x/3x fans for White Day, but like...it's not impossible. If I want something, I can make it happen~

edit: forgot to include that I actually got a 5* from my MaM 10 scout ;w; Like of course it's yet another green one, as if I didn't just max the green event one, but I'm not complaining!! I was so excited ;w;


wish we could have unit/idol specific scouts more often...this is great XD
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