I still feel like crap. It's kinda like.......what, I got over being sick and got one, maybe two good days before I got knocked on my ass again???? That is decidedly unfair ;w;

And I just feel so whiny!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLUHHHHHHH.

I took an accidental nap in the middle of the afternoon :T Like, all I did today was lay on the couch and watch crap on YouTube, so what did I need a nap for? I guess because I'm in so much pain I'm not getting enough sleep??? idk.

At least I did something with my evening. Liz, Pat, and I went out to dinner at a Japanese place Pat found, and...they were unexpectedly swamped. We ended up waiting more than an hour for a table on a Thursday night. What???

It was really good, though!


the boys came along - because of course they did - and helped us with the karaage chicken :D
idk what else I wanted to talk about. I think I just wanted a break from making icons because I hate everything I make right now- probably because of how crummy I feel.

bluh bluh bluh.

Lemme share some good pictures of Lumos from the other night...maybe that will give me strength...

( black cats are so good )

Now, back to waiting for the enstars scout box to start...at 2 am...... :T

LIZ AND I ARE SO FUCKING PUMPED WE KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE GOOD WE JUST KNEW IT AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


it's like edgy dark shotas the shuffle, how can I not like it????
Shinobu is the event 5*, thank fuck, however.....boyyyyyyy Tsukasa is the other 5* and I'm sooooooo mad about it!! I don't even like Tsukasa but now I'm about to throw all my dia into the gacha because 1) I want everyone from this fucking shuffle and 2) I have so many good cards of Tsukasa's so I see him constantly in jp...I'm always trying to get more outfits for him.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, okay, okay, I'm chill, I'm cool, I'm totally normal about this...

JK I'M NOT I LOVE SHUFFLES AND I LOVE DUMB EDGY SHIT THIS IS LIKE!!!! SO MANY THINGS I LOVE!!!!!! I'm also fucking stoked to see Yume in the shuffle, because this means the new kiddos will in fact be in future shuffles! SO GLAD THEY'RE GONNA BE INCLUDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


plz experience this full body group shot featuring: everyone in short shorts looking like edgy choir boys + oh god I'm so, so sorry Shinobu...how does he look so short surrounded by members of two different shota units???


+

also I think their "look" is kinda like combining Branco + La Mort...plz understand my vision *w*
So that was totally worth stay up until 2 am for!! There's a bunch of other welcome fest stuff happening - including a promo Shu card! - but tbh I'm most excited about the shuffle. I still think EVIL NUM+ is my favorite shuffle of this round, but it's really hard to top that.

Also I wanna know what kinda fuckin house party Tsukasa is throwing that needs edgy shotas. Like. wtf. I'm just curious XD

( as if this was all the squeeing my body had room for )

OH AND ANOTHER FUCKING THING (not enstars related sadly): my period started today and I've been having killer cramps all day. I haven't been able to do much but lay on the couch in pain, which is really getting in the way of my fanboying!!!!!! I finally dug out the TENS unit about an hour ago, and electrocuting my back + guts into submission fiiiiinally doing something to help ;w;

When Liz and Pat get home, we're going to get groceries and I personally am gonna buy a metric fuckton of chocolate. Maybe that will fix me...

Oh! And I've started sketching out some ideas for a new layout for killiansicons, but I haven't gotten very far due to the pain :T I'm hoping I'll feel well enough later? Tomorrow???? idk.

I feel so whinyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! D: