I'm sick and procrastinating working on my website, so lemme share the trophies of my mental unwellness~~~


hell yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh I got four copies of Madara!!!! I had originally told myself I was just gonna get three, but apparently I'm 1) fucking stupid and 2) delusional. soooooooo worth the all nighter I pulled on the last day to get him ;D


AAAAAAND ALL FIVE COPIES OF KOHAKU!!!!!! I distinctly remember after fleeting spring night saying that I wasn't gonna max another event 5* until Altered and/or the Double Face climax, but as previously stated: delusional idiot XD
I feel like I don't have a lot to say because I've been sick most of the past week or so...some sort of fucking mono flare up, since apparently getting covid can reactivate mono. So that's cool!!!!! I've really been enjoying reliving being 16, it's sooooo great ><

groans

Also, I've committed to going up to Pittsburgh for Thanksgiving (barring still being sick, obviously), so that's either gonna be fine or be a giant disaster. Who knows with my family!!!!!!!! I'm also bringing Lumos along, because I've been having a lot of anxiety leaving her alone. So, I've been helping get her ready for a four hour car ride, something every cat totally loves and would look forward to. She did good going on a mini outing to get bubble tea though, so I'm hopeful.

I've mostly stalled out on writing and web design, largely due to being sick. I'd like to stop feeling like absolute ass so I can get back to having fun. Like....this sucks ;w; No one likes being sick, but I've already dealt with this!!! I thought I was done with mono!!!!!!!!!! I EXTRA hate that it's kicked in around the time I had it the first time, so that's definitely setting off some fucking triggers or SOMETHING stupid like that in my brain.

urgghhhh I don't wanna just whine. Lemme share more enstars crap so I can maybe feel better~

( it's really just more game screencaps and squeeing but it's my journal and I do what I want )

OH I FORGOT!!! Liz ordered me the incredibly cute unicorn kigus for the patty three enstars nuis...and like yes, I don't have any of them yet, but I plan on ordering Madara + Kohaku once I have the money. So, they're gonna be so fuckin cute I can't wait!!! I'm gonna drag them everywhere XD I also preordered the CN exclusive kitty cat kigu nuis, because they're adorable but also because they actually made Madara a calico! FINALLY.

I did a little thread on bsky of songs I like, including a few from LoveLive. Which has been fun! But now I'm just sad about how much I miss playing it ;w; I should really reinstall the hacked version on my phone but like...I just miss the whole thing. I'm really glad I got into enstars, but what if I wanted both??