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setsuntamew) wrote2024-10-28 04:37 pm
setsuntamew) wrote2024-10-28 04:37 pm
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GOD I HATE THIS DUDE SO FUCKING MUCH
I've already ranted about this on bsky, twitter, and tumblr - as well as in basically every discord chat I'm in, even with friends who know nothing about enstars - but holy fucking shit how daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaare Madara be the Halloween event, how dare the song slap so hard, how dare he look so fucking good, how DARE he!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sobs
I'm not usually this aggro with characters I like, but Madara is probably the character that's the most like me that I've actually allowed myself to like. His mommy issues and personality disorder are too real (and he's so fucking pathetic sometimes I can't help but like him I don't know what happened but here I am!!!!!) and so!!! FUCKING!!!!!!! HE'S ABOUT TO BE THE NEWEST JAPANESE EVENT AND IT TAKES SO LONG TO GRIND JP EVENTS AND I BASICALLY FUCKING DIED GETTING HIMERU FROM THE CRAZY:B ONE I TOLD MYSELF THAT WOULD BE THE LAST.
oh no wait I didn't even tell myself it would be the last time, because I can look at that post and see that I dreaded this day!!!
god this wasn't even that long ago; this is from the beginning of September. can I get a fucking break??
So obviously Liz and I are both very excited for this event XD I know it sounds like I'm upset (I am) but it's that kind of upset that's like.......god this is everything I love all in one place, this was made for me, fuck fuck fuck whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
OH AND ALSO BECAUSE IT'S HAPPENING LITERALLY RIGHT BEFORE THE CRAZY:B HALLOWEEN EVENT IN ENGLISH!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been saving up for getting all 5 copies of Helter-Spider Kohaku for months - because I haven't learned my lesson from Fleeting Spring Night, lmao - and now this fucking asshole comes in like HIIIIIIIIIIIIII DON'T YOU LOVE ME?
And I do love him, but I'm not made of money D:
In other enstars news, I updated my jp office to be Halloween and I think it looks really good :D
it's Double Face + friends (characters who have been in various DF events)
anyway. I feel like I had more to scream about and I definitely had other things to talk about (like my anniversary, which ended up being very nice), but I'm listening to ハロウィン・ランデブー + Helter-Spider on loop and my brain is nothing but Halloween idol boys~
sobs
I'm not usually this aggro with characters I like, but Madara is probably the character that's the most like me that I've actually allowed myself to like. His mommy issues and personality disorder are too real (and he's so fucking pathetic sometimes I can't help but like him I don't know what happened but here I am!!!!!) and so!!! FUCKING!!!!!!! HE'S ABOUT TO BE THE NEWEST JAPANESE EVENT AND IT TAKES SO LONG TO GRIND JP EVENTS AND I BASICALLY FUCKING DIED GETTING HIMERU FROM THE CRAZY:B ONE I TOLD MYSELF THAT WOULD BE THE LAST.
oh no wait I didn't even tell myself it would be the last time, because I can look at that post and see that I dreaded this day!!!
god this wasn't even that long ago; this is from the beginning of September. can I get a fucking break??
So obviously Liz and I are both very excited for this event XD I know it sounds like I'm upset (I am) but it's that kind of upset that's like.......god this is everything I love all in one place, this was made for me, fuck fuck fuck whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
OH AND ALSO BECAUSE IT'S HAPPENING LITERALLY RIGHT BEFORE THE CRAZY:B HALLOWEEN EVENT IN ENGLISH!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been saving up for getting all 5 copies of Helter-Spider Kohaku for months - because I haven't learned my lesson from Fleeting Spring Night, lmao - and now this fucking asshole comes in like HIIIIIIIIIIIIII DON'T YOU LOVE ME?
And I do love him, but I'm not made of money D:
In other enstars news, I updated my jp office to be Halloween and I think it looks really good :D
it's Double Face + friends (characters who have been in various DF events)
anyway. I feel like I had more to scream about and I definitely had other things to talk about (like my anniversary, which ended up being very nice), but I'm listening to ハロウィン・ランデブー + Helter-Spider on loop and my brain is nothing but Halloween idol boys~
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