ITS SO FUCKING HARD YOU JUST DIE A LOT AND THEN ONE DAY LOOK AT THE STUFF YOU MADE LIKE SIX MONTHS AGO AND GO "HOW WAS I SO GOOD THEN AND I'M A FAILURE NOOOOW" even though when you were making it 6 months ago you felt the same way. It's a constant growth process, BUT I BELIEVE IN YOUUUU
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